Scha Bershka.

2012-01-20T12:21:00.003+08:00

Hey heyyyy~

Its 2012 finally.

had a busy schedule for the beginning of the year.

& didnt start of the year very well either.

was having viral infection.

fever on off, blocked nose & bad cough.

plus i was busy juggling between work & my bestfriend's wedding.

So far alhamdullilah, everything went on smoothly.

both my favourite people are legally married to each other.

no words can describe how happy i was to see these two lovebirds being together.

May they last till eternity.

cant wait to see them having babies.

hehehehe.

after the wedding, i was busy settling work stuff/issues.

dont really wanna talk abt it.

just some childish issues that we should all laugh about it.

things were pretty bad & hard for me initially.

but somehow, i told myself not to give up.

i thank God for giving me supportive friends.

everything start to fall into place when i got an interview at somewhere which i dont wish to disclose for now.

prolly thats where my rezeki betol2 masok?

bt hell yeah, i was shortlisted on the day itself.

first time having a 2hrs long interview.

& now i shall just wait for further update from both side.

if everything went well, i shall start my new job end of this month or early next month.

1 word, Alhamdullilah...

by getting this new job, hoping a better pay, means a higher chances of me having a better party this year. ive chose the venue for my 21st. waiting for my kaching-kaching to roll in. if im still stuck in my current job, i have to struggle with my finance. so hoping this new job offers me better pay. i cant wait for my Skittle Night @ rooftop. weeeee~

i guess thats all i wanna talk abt.

till then.

Happy New Year!

2011-12-07T21:07:00.002+08:00

Its already gonna be mid of December.

which means we'll gonna say goodbye to 2011.

& welcome 2012.

so far my December have been good.

am enjoying my long leave.

am supposed to be in Jakarta right down but due to some reason,

am here stuck in Singapore.

oh well~

ive worked out some of my new year resolution.

like, continue my studies? insya-allah.

& yg penting, my 21st party.

till then.

2011-11-22T22:29:00.004+08:00

heyhey.

i hope i still have readers reading this blog.

sooooooo,

the last post i mentioned abt the short getaway with my Funnygirls right?

it was awesomely awesome.

though its only the three of us...

we reached our destination at night.

had mini arguments & stuff.

hahahaha.

after getting lost while finding our hotel & stuff,

we finally managed to settle down at abt 10pm.

by then we're hungry but lazy to buy food.

so we got ready & off to club hopping.

overall, it was fun.

getting to know new people.

& our new friends were very2 nice people.

one of them send us back to our hotel & left his number with us.

as he wanted to bring us out the next night.

we didnt have enough rest i must say during our first night there.

end up i was pretty cranky on the 2nd day.

we didnt do much shopping either.

cause we're busy stuffing our mouth with foods.

one thing i'll always do when im on my holiday,

is to eat as much as i can.

i mean, you cant get those good food in Singapore.

like seriously.

2nd day, we spent most of our time lazing in our room.

thanks to that, im now addicted to Tentang Dhia.

so at abt 10plus at night, our friend called us up & said he'll be reaching in 30mins time.

so we got up & siap2 & off we go to Reggae bar @ Changkat.

thats our new friend btw.

he's a very nice guy.

very gentlemen.

& the Reggae bar wasnt that bad.

its just that i dont understand why they call it Reggae bar when none of the songs are reggae.

it is a two-storey shophouse like pub.

i mean, the whole stretch smue pub.

so, the 1st storey, lagu R&B.

& the 2nd story, lagu trance & electro.

so part mane reggae, mak pon tk sure jie.

anyhoos, we ended our night quite early compared to first night.

oh ya, on our first night, we went to Euphoria.

but since the crowd wasnt that inviting,

we went to Heritage Row, which is opposite Sheranton,

which is like Clarke Quay, whole stretch byk clubs.

we dono nk masok which club cos all like gerek2.

so end up, i followed my mentel-instinct & chose Loft.

it was pretty good & filled with pretty boys.

not like those typical mat2 malaysia for sure.

& the club ends at 5.30am.

wth? usually Zirca ends at abt 4.45am.

& this club, 5.30am. bayeeeekkk jie!

so back to the 2nd night,

we ended the night earlier than the first night.

as we gotto check out early the next day.

& after those 2 crazy days, my legs were so cramped that i think i sprained my left ankle.

mane tk nye, i wore wedge for 2 nights straight.

you see, ive never wear heels or wedge when i go to club in singapore.

infact, the only time i wore those shoes are during work & hari raya.

i must be crazy...

nevertheless, i had a crazy fun time with my girls.

infact im kind of loving my November.

i had pretty crazy November this year.

firstly, i found out that i have another stalker at work.

to make things worst, his job is to patrol around rws & ensure safety for ppl in rws.

but now i dont feel safe when he's around.

crazy man. abg bang-bang.

hahahahaha!

then i went out with a guy from my workplace.

a place where we called Paradise.

cos its the place where alot of ppl wanted to check-in to.

whats so crazy about him?

well, he's a matrep.

a pure mat with tattoo on his body.

a pure mat who act like one.

oh my goodness, im seriously crazy uh.

but actually he's not that bad.

biaselah when people make mistakes in the past right.

he's funny, nice, quite gentlemen at times.

he never fails to make me laugh.

he's hardworking. not pervertic.

& yea, he's funny.

but after some time, we both had a rough time.

so its something like we went on our separate ways.

but seriously, i miss him tremendously.

*thats why my heart skipped a beat whenever he pass by me at work*

shortly after him, i got to know another guy.

but things are pretty casual between us since he's gonna be enlisted soon.

& soon after that i met a new friend.

hahahahahahaha.

see, told ya this month is a crazy month.

so meet my new friend.

he lived just a few blocks away from my place.

very talkative boy.

pretty much similar like the matrep guy.

i mean, both of them behaves the same way.

the only difference is that this guy is nt a matrep.

& when he speaks, mak kauuuuu. lemah lembot.

so much different with other guys that ive met.

mum have been asking me the same question again.

"bile kau nak ade matair.. asyik kluar ngn mcm2 laki2 je.."

LOL.

well, im pretty comfortable being like this.

getting to know alot of people. meeting new people all the time.

i want to get to know the other species better so that i get wiser when i get older.

well i guess thats all.

Cant wait for december.

& soon after that, we'll be saying HELLO to 2012.

no plans for countdown yet.

&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&

I'M GOING JAKARTA NEXT MONTH.

aiseybedah. nak carik matair kt indon plak.

huakhuakhuak.

till then.

2011-10-18T19:53:00.002+08:00

Today i is on rajin mode.

had alot of activities going on for October.

not gonna tell fairytale story down here ok.

basically i had a quick getaway with kida for her 21st bday.

more like belated bday gift.

glad she was kitty-fied by the place that i brought her to.

went down to Zirca one of the days too to celebrate Ema's 22nd.

nothing much, just drink drank drunk drama?

hahahaha. yea right.

had tanning session with my Funny Girls too.

impromptu actually.

its been some time since i panggang-ed my skin.

not tanned oso.

me no like.

bleagh~

am pretty excited for next month.

as we're gg to KL for Ema's Bachelorette party.

something crazy bt its gonna be fun.

i'm in need to get new glasses.

getting more rabun as days pass by.

aaaggghh~

cannot see handsome men from far already.

hahahaha!

in 2 months time, da nak masok 2012.

then am gonna be 21.

I CANT WAIT TO BE LEGALLY LEGAL.

20 is the suckiest age ever.

its like, you're legal to smoke drink club & have sex.

but you're not entitled to sign up for credit card,

bank loan,

open a new phone line.

& bla3..........

till then.

will update once i get inspiration.

2011-09-24T20:54:00.002+08:00

Idk why but tonight i'm feeling very pinkish.

hah!

Pink has always been my favourite colour.

i was thinking of doing something for my 21st.

yeah, its 6 months from now.

not too far yet not too near.

am still looking for inspirations...

these cute lil cupcakes........

does velvet cake comes in pink?

okok tknk waste your time reading this pinky post of mine.

shall indulge myself in these pretty pink photos.

till then. (:

2011-09-22T18:42:00.017+08:00

Ready for the long update?

hell yea, this post contains lots of pictures on my recent raya outing with friends.

frankly, my raya mood is already gone & ive yet to kluar with some of my friends.

*sigh*

So, we had TG raya outing again this year.

things were pretty cock-up i admit.

fightings here & there.

& i think this gonna be the last year we're doing this.

i got a strong feeling.

aint sure if they still wanna do it next year.

we'll see how it goes.

I started off with syira's open house first.

waited for the rest like shit.

janji melayu.

-___-"

after syira's house, waited to be fetched & we're off to kida's open house.

we didnt took lots of pictures basically cause we're hungry plus there's too many ppl around.

next, we wanted to visit Lynn's place,

but like i said, things were cocked up.

so we ended up lepaking at Lynn's void deck while waitin for Ryn & Rad to change.

then we drop them off at St James.

which afterwards we drop Wafi back home.

after that, the remaining of us went to Al-Azhar to eat & lepak again all the way till wee hours.

i think thats the best part of the day.

we did alot of catchups & gossiping here & there.

so thats what happened during TG raya outing.

boring. sorry to say. heh.

then next up, was my RWS peeps outing.

this plan was kind of last min thingee.

was brought up by the new staff, Nizam.

& the respond was overwhelming which makes us all kinda excited abt it.

we've planned & talked abt what to wear bla3 weeks b4 the outing.

So we started off at Julia's place first.

which is at Tampines & reporting time was 11am.

so imagined how early i have to wake up.

but end up, we're the first kopek to reach first.

we waited for the rest to sampai & mkn2 first before we take group photo.

then we went off to 2nd place, which is Wati's place at Sengkang.

from the pictures, you can tell how kecoh we were.

laughing here & there.

just so you know, despite us working under Luxury line,

we're kind of rowdy ppl.

so imagine how our managers have to tame us.

hahahaha!

after Wati's place, we went off to Aida's place @ Yishun.

which is my future in-law's place.

here's the inside joke.

Anyone who have siblings who are still single, will considered to be my future husband.

hahahahaa!

what's raya without kids?

these cute kids makes me wanna have my own kids soon.

mcm ini budak jepon.

muke bapaknye, prangai maknye.

gerams!

bile nak take group photo,

it can takes us more than 15mins ok.

mane nk carik spot smue.

memakan masa & tenaga.

tsktsk.

after Aida's place,

we're off to mine.

Mum cooked her famous nasi minyak plus lontong.

didnt managed to snap more pics on the food cause this tummy really cannot tahan already.

Nasi minyak have been my favourite. noone can beat mum's nasi minyak.

& im proud to say mum cooks the best nasi minyak.

*salivating while looking at these photos*

they had more than 2 servings of the food.

which mule2 mcm malu bt after that tros ilang malu.

brother made Koko krisp with chocolate mousse.

which wins the hearts of many.

again, people had more than 2 servings of it.

akhir kate, smue abes lah.

& this mini-me stole some limelight too.

cos my colleagues have been wanting to see her.

they said she have split image of me.

part mane eh??

after filling our tummies,

we head to Dila's place.

& dila's mum cooked mee hongkong.

we were like.......... too full to eat bt too paiseh to say no.

hahahahaha!

again, we ate again.

alaaah, kate raye kan.

then we rushed to Nizam's place since its just a few blocks away.

frankly, his place was the best house for the day.

no words can describe ah.

pendek kate, RUMAH KAU POWER AH NIZAM!

Jesus jalan raya.

alot of pics were snapped at his place.

cannot help it.

everybody like jakon cos new house mah.

hahaha!

then we went of to Kai's place.

the guys were enjoying the soccer match @ Mio.

while we girls mkn again.

yea, his mum cooked Mee Rebus.

nak taknak, makan lagi.

im a big fan of chicken & i love chicken & this chicken is the best chicken goreng i ate for that day.

after that, we head to our Victoria's Secret Manager's place.

Nurul Hidayah aka kak Yaya.

she resembles Nicole Scherzinger.

really, tk bedek.

she's the best manager that i came across down there.

again, we had to eat cos she did an Open house.

since we're too full, kite mkn finger food aje.

but her Deviled Eggs were superb.

i requested her to make again for me.

hehehehe.

its already 10plus & the gang smue da ngantok.

that explains our funny faces.

after Yaya's place, we head to Yani's.

again, mak die masak Lontong & Mee Siam.

die ah... by that time kite da penat gile.

but we all jamah abit.

tk sempat take pics cause da penat giler.

& last house was Yus's place @ Woodlands.

by then,

all of us da dead tired.

sempat tdo jap.

gitu gini we went off at abt 2am.

& i had to work morning shift the next day.

Overall, the outing was a blast.

started to miss them already.

padahal hari2 jumpe kt keje.

can't wait for next year's outing.

i think ive said enough.

oh, my heart throb had turned 1 last Tuesday.

so fast da besar eh?

we're gonna have mini celebration for him next week.

Eka, tanter really dono what to get for you. :(

till then.

2011-09-05T17:58:00.002+08:00

I've been such a big disappointment as a blogger.

What can i do, ive spent more than 12 hours at work on almost daily basis.

& mum have been in & out of hospital.

things were pretty hectic for me, i must say.

thank God i have superpower.

if not, i've died.

hahahaha.

How's my raya have been going?

not that good actually.

frankly, we only managed to visit 1 house, which is my grandmum's place.

i have to work you see.

& i only get off on weekdays.

parents are busy at work during weekdays.

aagghh~ disappointing ah this year.

baju lom sempat bau masam pon.

its oklah.

on the 10th will have raya outing with TG.

dont want to think too much if its gonna be disappointing since not much people are going.

look on positive side, its gonna be fun.

You know,

Eka da pandai jalan.

omg, this boy here is growing too fast.

i remember clearly how tiny & fragile he was when i first saw him.

all he did was to sleep, sleep & sleep.

no matter how noisy or whatever shit we did to him,

he'll just sleep.

cuba kalau skrg.......

i guess thats all i can update.

will update more on raya outings ok?

i'll try. :)

2011-08-16T00:10:00.002+08:00

Life have been pretty bad for me lately.

Cakap salah, tak cakap salah.

korg je yg leh speak up.

i cannot say my piece, eh?

fuck korg lah.

*sigh*

dont want to elaborate much.

cause nanti ade jelah org nak sampai2 kan bende.

2 weeks more to go to raye.

not really looking forward to it.

i mean, ape special nye psl raye?

just being two-faced & pretend to be nice to people?

hah!

am looking forward for October though.

nak lari rumah.

nak kawin lari.

hahahahaha!

im pretty much more active in Twitter & Instagrm.

maybe you can keep youself updated with my life there.

Happy stalking me there ok?

am looking forward to see you people stalking me. (:

2011-07-24T18:46:00.002+08:00

alright here i am.

trying to squeeze my creative juice to rant abt something.

well, im kinda moody lately.

prolly due to my surgery.

maybe?

heh.

i cant talk much actually.

no as in, i can TALK as in real life.

but i cant talk THAT much here in cyber space.

cause i know & im aware there's stalkers out there still stalking on me.

idk why oso.

idk what you want oso.

sickening much eh?

nk tau sgt psl hidop aku.

nk tau sgt ape aku bbual psl kau.

tsktsk.

PATHETIC.

People, dont expect your enemy to talk good things abt you.

i'm a very blunt person.

i'll talk what i dont like.

if i dont like you, i wont pretend that i like you.

im not 2-faced bitch like you.

cause aku tk suke menyusahkn hidop org.

oklah2, sumpah dono what to talk abt.

i need to clean my wardobe.

cos i know & am aware that i have alot of unused clothes.

still nk complain i dont have clothes to wear.

nyahahahaha.

till then.

xoxo.

2011-07-20T22:42:00.002+08:00

hi there, its been a long time since i update this little personal space of mine.

what can i say, i hardly on my lappie nowadays.

what to do, when you already have iPhone....

so life have been pretty rough for me lately.

whats with love life crushing down.

ceeehhhhh, step emo only this girl.

naaahhh, what to do.

orang bandung tk suke orang singapore kot.

hehehehe.

& been falling sick weeks after weeks.

first it was backpain.

followed by serious gastric attack.

then now, WISDOM TOOTH.

yes momma,

am having wisdom tooth.

just had my surgery ystd.

i tell you,

i wasnt that brave initially.

i felt like running out of the dentist room.

hahahaha.

kental kn? i know.

who wouldnt? i mean, after listening to the dentist's explaination on what he gonna do to me.

>.<

whats with cutting of my gums, drilling on my tooth,

cutting my tooth, pushing my gums this way, that way.

& stitching here & there.

seram nih....

all i can say,

the dentist did a superb job.

didnt feel a single pain during the surgery.

well, except the part where he gave me the jab.

after that, no pain at all.

before i knew it, he already started on the stitching.

one good thing abt him, he's pretty neat.

no bloody scene.

no gore scene.

nothing like what my colleagues have shared with me.

thanks ah korg for scaring the shit outta me.

im only 20, yet im so brave, unlike you ppl.

tsktsk.

bt when the numb wears off,

i swear no words can explain the pain.

till i cried myself to sleep.

uh-huh, that painful.

eating part was a torture.

mkn kene pelan2.

da mcm org no teeth.

:'(

had a fever too at night.

& yea, my saliva cant stop meleleh.

due to swollen mouth.

it was pretty pathetic lah.

today was pretty ok.

not much pain except for the swell.

bt no selera to eat.

haha, step no appetite.

padahal tekak craving for so many things that i was restricted to eat.

bleagh~

why must life be this way??

i hope this thing recover fast.

i think im recovering fast.

i think only lah.

i wanna get well soon.

cos next week gonna have company dinner @ Tiffany.

mkn free oi.

hehehe.

& that means Ramadhan is just a few days away.

i wonder how it'll be like this year.

pretty excited too.

& soon, Syawal will arrive before you know it.

& when September comes, i got soooo many plans.

whats with Eka's 1st bday party.

oooolaaalaaa tanter so sexcited already.

okok i crapped too much.

nk sleep.

till then.

Happy stalking me bitches. xoxo.

2011-06-21T19:37:00.007+08:00

Ola my readers.

Pardon me for the MIA-ing again.

this time round i swear i was caught up with so many activities.

whats with school registration & work & meetups & getaways.

& yea, kinda lazy to switch on my lappy you see.... hehehe.

so how's my life have been going?

well am having a great time.

idk, was having a happy period.

why ah?

too happy till i cant fit into my old uniform.

damnit. must cut down on my food intake.

yea right.... *eyes rolling*

i had a short getaway with my fellow colleagues again.

to Batam, where else.

actually am supposed to go KL after the Batam trip cause my darling Nick Van de Wall was performing at Zouk. but..... oh well.

the 3days 2nights trip was totally a blast.

was kinda sad time nk balek cause i really enjoyed myself down there.

we literally stuffed ourselves with foods every seconds.

i guess thats another reason why i cant fit into my uniform. >.<

we went to spa for 2 days straight.

taitai abes. tsktsk.

it was back to reality after that.

busy with work work & work.

& oh, despite busy with work,

i managed to squeeze some lil precious time to catch up with friends.

like the other time when Faz & Sue decided to drop by my place & had dinner with me.

catching up everything, not leaving topic untouched. hahaha!

its great to have a girlfriend living nearby your house.

& another catch up session was with my fellow colleagues.

na-uh. not with RWS peeps.

its with my airport peeps.

wow, i got so many peeps ah.

*kening naik2*

ok stoppit.

actually am supposed to meet Shimah to pass her clothes which we ordered from F21.

eh you guys should check out the website.

the price is cheaper & there's alot of designs compared to local ones.

ok back to track.

so yea, am supposed to meet her.

skali last minute another 3 of our colleagues joined.

then we decide to meet another ex colleague at Esplanade.

then another 2 ex colleagues decides to join oso.

then, shimah babybro nk join.

so end up jadi ramai.

we had our dinner at Makansutra.

which have poor service & food.

like seriously....

then we lepak at Marina Steps.

haha!

IM JOKING. -.-"

we chilled at Mcdonalds,

talked crap & catch the last train.

i guess my life is pretty simple now.

no plans to make it complicated.

choose not to. (:

till then.

2011-05-23T18:29:00.002+08:00

Its Monday people.

& thank god its my offday.

wont get any Monday Blues today.

huhuhu.

so what shall i talk abt today.

well recently, i hang out with someone.

a guy to be more precised.

nah, noone special.

just a new friend.

& he asked me this question that noone have asked me lately.

he asked, what kind of guy that im looking for.

interesting aye.

that got me thinking...

so what kind of guy that im looking for?

you see, the reason why am still single is not because i tak laku.

CEH! isi bakul angkat sendiri nmpk.

hahahaha!

well, its because im kinda fussy abt finding my other half.

nolah, nt that fussy till i want the 5Cs in him.

Im looking for someone that i can relate to.

in anything.

from interest to point of view to anything under the sun.

if you're not aware, i enjoy talking.

i do love talking.

bt if that topic doesnt sound interesting,

it'll be a major turnoff for me.

i dont need a smartass guy.

i just want someone that is intellectually smart.

who knows what to say next.

i hate guys who were like,

Hi, da mkn? Mkn ape? then they'll go zzZZzzz.

MAJOR TURNOFF.

& i dont like guys who enjoy talking abt themselves.

kau pikir ape? telemarketing pe?

& please, i dont like oversensitive guys.

ckp sikit nk mrajok.

ckp kasar sikit, ckp "asl ngn u nie?? sikit2 nk marah."

wth......?

thats point no.1

the next one is,

i would love to be with guys who are financially stable.

you dont need to be rich man son lah. *but if can oso can, bonus point*

hahahaha!

nahh, as long as he has a stable job, who knows how to find income,

who doesnt kacau my $$$, that'll be sweet.

im not stingy lah. once in awhile i blanje him & he blanje me would be nice.

then next, he must be pleasant looking.

dont need to be hotstuff.

not really interested in hotstuff.

i have weird taste you know.

skinny man, cute image.

aaggghhh~

& yea, i dont need my man to be too gentlemen.

Badass guys, why not?

i dont like mat2 yg too baik lah.

later like no thrill to rship.

& please, doesnt mean badass means prangai like setan.

prolly someone who is neutral.

who have both good & bad points.

c'mon, nobody's perfect right?

so i guess thats all that i could think of for the list of CIRI-CIRI JEJAKA IDAMANKU.

i'll add on if i have more.

few days back, i had this convo with my gf.

talking abt ppl from my past.

& why i decide to lead my own way.

well, i do miss our time spent together in the past.

but thinking back abt what you've done & what you've caused, i guess its the best we stayed this way. i dont like it when ppl said aku ni berterima kasih. im thankfu & greatful with what she have done to me all these time. but ppl dono what happened between us. only the both of us knows it the best. Ive regard her like my own sister. she taught me alot of things abt life. but that was when i was still naive. i have not seen the outside world yet. thats the reason why i always looked up on her. but as i grew older, i became more skeptical abt her.

there are some things that i couldnt let go of. i gave her so much trust yet she ruined it. & instead of admitting her mistake, she pushed the blame to others. i dont know that admitting one's mistake is so hard, especially when it involves someone that mean alot to you. i just want her to say sorry, it was her fault. but till now, she did not say that. haiz.. disappointment.

she breached my trust alot of times. but i care abt our rship more than anything thats why i get over it. bt over time, when shits happens, she pushed the blame to me. i was at the lowest point of life, & i need support from my closes one. but yet, she took the chance to bring me d0wn. throwing me out of the group, its ok. but saying that i have no commitment & stuff, thats too much. & not giving me an opportunity to explain myself, that was great. & i just hate the part where they said "bbual ngn matair bleh, bbual ngn kite tkleh.." haiz..... they dont get it. all these while, they're the one who have BGR, not me. it was only that point of time i got myself a bf. & i was having a hard time with my personal life & he was there for me. how could you guys say that abt me, when all these while they're doing the same thing & i didnt say anything. Unfair, aye?

but i thank God that things happened that way. i grew stronger since that day. if that incident didnt happen, i dont think i will grow up. since that, we're like strangers. i did not regret leaving the group & leaving her. its true what people said. Happiness is the best revenge cause nothing drives people crazy than seeing their enemy leading a good life.

after a year of separation, she did came back. but i was smart enough not to fall for her words again. till now, i dont care if she wanna say bad stuff abt me cause i know im better than that. seeing her life right now, am grateful that am so over it.

i think i talked too much.

oklah i shall stop talking ok.

gonna catch my Little Nyonya.

till then. (:

2011-05-19T19:17:00.002+08:00

am like so free today.

spent my last few hours of offdays doing nothing.

not totally nothing,

a bit of housework & mostly rotting.

im so gonna miss my long leave. :(

since i have alot of time today,

i did self-facial & maybe self-mani/pedi ltr.

its been long time since i managed to do all these.

been too occupied with work work & work.

no wonder my Lancome clay mask mcm tk laku2.

did told my mum to use it.

but old people you know....

im so gonna buy anti-aging products for mum.

tu pon IF she gonna use it religiously.

i have this colleague who is drop dead gorgeous.

& she's 42.

i really cant believe that she's old cause she doesnt look like 42 at all.

her skin is so smooth like pantat baby. (baby's butt)

no wrinkles, no blemishes no nothing.

& her hair is damn gorgeous lor.

im so paiseh.

im only 20, i already have designer bags, under my eyes.

luckily, she's a chinese.

if she's a malay.

i'll definitely accuse her of using susuk.

hahaha, ok not funny.

i guess that's all i have to say for now.

seriously otak kinda blank.

time for mani/pedi.

till then. xoxo

2011-05-16T16:36:00.002+08:00

Ive just changed the background to make it look abit fresher.

yea, abit.

so nari idk ape mood i feel like updating this space.

why cant i just change to tumblr?

nehhhh... common neh.

so am having 1 week off.

took this advantage to catch up with friends & of cos settle a few stuff.

am going back to school.

like, YEAY~

but am having some problem.

you see, i cant work & study at the same time.

its hard to handle.

plus am working full time, 12 hours shift.

aint easy i tell you.

to make it worst,

im in the midst of taking license.

yup, i have too many things on my plate.

GREEDY AH KAU CHA.

so i guess i have to let go one by one slowly.

prolly i'll take my time to complete my car license.

as for work & studies,

i have to juggle both.

if i cant cope,

i'll quit working, which i dont wish to do so.

i love my workplace.

i love the people down there.

its not easy to find the same environment elsewhere.

seriously.

thats why im kinda stuck right now..

its ok,

hendak seribu daya,

tknk dale don dale.

alright....

so......

idk what else to say.

my mind tend to have alot of things to say when im busy doing something else.

but when im here, right infront of my lappie,

& getting ready to type shits,

it just went --^---^^-----

till here then.

2011-05-07T23:47:00.002+08:00

Greetings everyone.

Finally am back blogging.

Its been long time since i update this space.

sorry lah, iPong i got some problem when it comes to blogger.

bleagh.

Anyhoos, life have been good so far.

i guess so?

& im already 20 years old now.

wow, no longer digit 1 infront.

must act like big girl already.

yadayada...

Seriously idk what to update you know.

been active in FB.

prolly you guys can just stalk me down there lah.

Ade chance go je ok?

till then. (:

2011-05-01T02:23:00.001+08:00

Its been so long since i update this space.

Really caught up with so many things.

Will find a time to update alright?

Promise.

till then(:

2011-01-22T20:16:00.001+08:00

Test test.
Sorry for long absence.
Due to the com breakdown,
I rarely go online.
Chet mcm paham.
I lazy lah nk update pakai iPhone. Pfffttt~

Will give a proper update soon alrights? (^___^)

Xoxo
Scha Mohd Noor

2011-01-08T22:25:00.008+08:00

2011 have already rolled in.

& we're in mid-jan already.

wow, so fast eh?

Countdown was pretty ok.

with new friends & my beloved Pinky.

Got pretty wasted though.

I've already started to work out on some of my new year resolutions.

One of them is to enrol driving license.

well, waiting for my BTT in March.

2nd, start to cut down on my expenses as much as possible.

i think im doing fine.

i THINK lah. ha-ha-ha...

eyyy, ive cut down on taking cabs already you know.

& ive been staying at home lately.

its the effort that counts.

ok back to track.

the plan for my 20th is so far so good.

i can smell the fresh air & the sound of the sea already.

& the heat from the sun.....

that means, 3 of my resolutions are working well.

keep it up cha.

as for my studies,

ive decided to wait till April.

i mean, i need the money for my 20th.

after April, we'll see abt it ok?

other than that,

most of my resolutions needs to be carried out after my 20th bday.

yeap, like new job?

ok why am i wasting my time talking abt my new year resolutions??

ugh!

alright, i think i really have nothing much to say?

hahahaha!

ive just wasted prolly 5 minutes of your precious time reading this useless post of mine.

i actually wanted to post all of my recent activities.

but its a waste of time, really.

ive been updating my FB most of the time.

so dont waste your time ok?

those who dont have my fb, too bad for you darlings.

till then.

2010-12-26T22:00:00.014+08:00

Ola bitches.

Pardon me for not updating anything lately.

Cannot say that i'm busy.

Pretty bad excuse.

well, i'm just motivationally challenged to update my blog.

it does came across my mind bt i tend to forget abt it.

dont worry, everytime i update,

i'll update it with alot of things.

thats my promise. :DD

so are you ready for the super long entry?

*jengjengjeng*

Last last week,

i had a spa date with my dearest colleague, Nursha.

member kamceng back at work.

we booked an appointment with Harnie's Beauty at Jln Pisang there.

easy to find the place.

we had full body massage plus ear candling.

it was pretty ok.

$100 for 1 hour session.

bt according to her,

it wasnt worth it.

well, lain org lain citarasa.

after the an-hour session,

we go fill our tummy at Arab st while enjoying the breeze.

which then we head home straight.

Back at home, was waiting for kak fie to pass me the zoukout tix.

ohmaygooooood.

we were pretty excited with it. :P

So the day have came.

after so many dramas & chaos.

mane psl duit lah.

mane psl tix sold out lah.

mane psl fake tix lah.

boleh buat aku jadi gile seh.

naseb Afrojack nye psl,

aku kuatkn smgt aku yg sungguh smgt.

hahaha!

we went over to syisyi's place.

i was stucked outside her place for nearly an hour.

yeap, an hour.

the girl was sleeping soundly & decides to ignores all the calls & msges.

thanks ah.

naseb dayah came to save me.

we waited for syisyi to siap & waited for ema to come.

then we took cab off to SENTOSAAAA~

the place was jampacked.

waddaya expect seh.

alot of cockups happened.

i was left alone most of the time.

dont wish to elaborate more.

reception was like hell.

almost everyone got drunk.

tsktsk.

last2 only left me ema & abg.

bt i still had fun.

we went back abt 9plus in the morning.

i was veryvery exhausted.

it took me a few days to hilangkn the penat.

seriously, lebih terok dari keje 12 jam.

hahahaha.

then on Monday,

the girls last min invited me for Kelly's bachelorette party at Timbre.

it was pretty chill.

oklah, to chill myself from the havoc-ness of zoukout.

went back abt 1plus.

drank 3 jug of beer.

tsktsk.

On 17th,

we had our company dinner at Fairmont hotel.

i was late, yes i know.

well, almost everyone was late.

*mati2 tknk kalah*

mcm biase, wen cha meets cha,

things can nvr go quiet.

the food was not bad.

alot of choices.

bt we were more focused on the desserts.

we cant resist it.

esp the DURIAN PUDDING.

ohmygoodness.

Poor kin doesnt eat durian.

bt everyone eats it.

tsktsk.

we laughed & ate alot.

had a great catchup with Le Ladies.

went back home pretty late too.

but its all worthwhile. (:

Then last monday,

a colleague of mine was being sweet.

he gave me a packet of Nutella.

too sweet already lah he.

jom kawin!

hahaha!

& say hello to Zeela.

one of my kaki gerek at work.

& so, last monday,

i had prawning session with my kaki gereks from rws.

things got cocked up when kak ju's car decides to break down.

naseb she got another car. :D

we were all pretty concentrated & got hooked with it till we didnt take alot of pics.

tsktsk.

im sure i wanna go prawning again.

GEREK OI.

then decides to crash in to kak wati's place.

since its already late.

woke up in the afternoon,

went pasar with her & we cooked alot of food.

suke2 je.

after makan,

kak mony played guitar while me & kak wati sing2.

mcm acoustic session gitu.

went back abt 10plus at night.

tsktsk.

asyik balek mlm je.

& last but not least,

last thurs,

i went for tanning session with Ryn.

pretty last min.

i just want to soak the sun's heat & enjoy the sound of the sea.

the day was lovely & everything went just the way we wanted.

thanks ryn for teman aku.

lets plan for another date.

Alright.

finally ive done updatin with my recent activity.

now am waiting for my pay to roll in.

i wanna grab that Gold Nixon Watch.

& prolly Agnes B necklace.

& oh, im so planless for countdown.

what should i do?

anyone wanna go JB or Batam?

till then.

2010-12-03T19:38:00.004+08:00

Time for updateeeee~

This week is my payweek.

went out with the usual.

faz wanted to go MB but i knew right from the start it wasnt a good idea.

but oh well.

as i said it wasnt good idea.

it started to rain heavily.

thank god we managed to get out from there just in time.

& headed to Marina Square instead.

went to fill our empty tummies.

had Pizza Hut.

after that jalan2 abit then decide to go town cos i cannot tahan the boringness.

didnt walk around that much at town.

cos it was drizzling.

head home after that.

As for wednesday.

went down Zirca as usual.

this time round Sue decides to tag along.

she just wanna shake her ass out.

it was pretty good night.

i get to mabok sebok.

after club, we chill for awhile mcm biase.

then head home.

sue crashed into my crib.

which means i get to sleep with Eka.

we slept the whole day since it was raining the whole day.

then at night, washed up & out for dinner.

then Sue head home.

Pretty hectic week aye?

just hope December will be a good month.

FREAKING 8 MORE DAYS TO GO!

AFROJAAAAAACCCCKKKK!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2010-11-27T14:55:00.004+08:00

Happy weekends everyone.

Finally its my offday after working 3 days straight.

i wasnt prepared for that actually.

ok lets skip that part.

on my last offday,

had a last minute meetup with my grrls.

was supposed to watch bestie's performance bt we give it a miss.

cos we're afraid not all of us can enter.

so we decide to do some window-shopping for zoukout.

yea bebeh, its coming nearer.

ohmygoodness!

after some window-shopping, we decide to rot.

cos it was drizzling.

aint good for our Little Man you know.

if its only the 3 of us, i think we'll be all over town.

so we settled down at Orchard Central.

its like Iluma you know.

so deserted.

& oh, i knocked my head against the glass wall.

yeap, mcm bodoh kn aku.

tsk tsk.

after we chill2 lala,

sue decides to blanje us.

wuhoooo~

after mkn2, we head home.

We dont need to be in a big crowd to feel good.

just a few close ones will do.

am looking forward to meet my Little Man this tuesday.

see those chicken thighs??

the forever-escalator.

My Little Man.

2010-11-20T00:14:00.002+08:00

Finally i've updated my songlist.

miss clubbing though.

its been weeks since aku turon.

missing in action huh.

tkpe tkpe, Zoukout all out. :P

Life have been the same.

am having long off days.

& am falling sick back.

tsk tsk.

aku lemah smgt agaknye.

okok payday please roll in fast.

i want to shop again.

& i want to start dating again, can?

say, with someone new?

not someone that i knew as a friend?

can lah cancancan?

nk someone with sexy biceps.

yes, am craving for muscles now.

no more scary skeleton.

HAHAHAHA.

ok shuddup.

night night people.

2010-11-14T23:39:00.002+08:00

I know i posted something long ystd,

but oh well, i just need to let it out.

its ok, i feel better. (:

Anw, life have been the same.

except that most prolly i'll be back studying next year.

& am still waiting for Pan Pacific to call me back.

or else, i shall just send my resume to Hotel 81.

yes, am not kidding.

Pffttt~

Hari Raya Haji is in few days time.

i was watching the news abt ppl gg to Haji.

will i be able to sponsor my parents' trip to Haji?

insya-allah.

other than that,

been keeping myself busy with wedding preparations & stuff.

naaahh, not me getting married.

just a few close friends of mine.

& am helping them out abit.

kin cant stop saying, my turn will come soon.

hahahahaha.

at the very least, by then,

i've already know who to go & what to choose.

*wink*

ok what else?

oh yesssss, December is coming soon.

ahhh, a year have passed so fast.

lets just continue doing the new year's resolutions ok?

alright, i think thats all for now.

im looking forward to my pay.

I wanna grab the cutie Nokia X5.

yea, am gonna downgrade to Nokia.

No iPhone.

why? cos X5 is too cute to resist.

plus iPhone is too expensive laaah.

the bills at the end of the month, aiyooooo.

then maybe am gonna buy a few good books for myself.

& YES, pay my registration fees for my school.

& then buy stuff for Zouk Out.

& then i guess thats all?

*macam paham*

till then.

nk play2 with Virtual DJ.

nights~

2010-11-13T23:02:00.001+08:00

I'm seriously bored. I must do something to keep myself occupied.

Things have been like a roller-coaster ride lately. Pretty harsh things happened one after another. Thank Allah that i'm strong enough to get over it & i thank Him for giving me supportive friends.

Whatever that happened between us, I never wanna bear any grudges. I kept myself away from certain people to avoid further misunderstanding. I stop myself from saying anything that can provoke anyone. Simple to say, i kept myself cool from all those shits.

But every human being have their patience. & i must say that somehow, its really getting out of hand. I know i should just continue ignoring them but i dont understand why they must keep on provoking me.

Its good enough i kept my mouth shut. Its very unfair for me. You assumed things before listening from my side. You only listened to their side, but way before you could listen to my story, you already made assumptions that i'm creating stories. Like wtf? How can you be so sure about what i'm gonna say? Yes, ignorance is a bliss, but in this situation, its hard not to ignore.

I'm not asking you people to take side with me. Neither do i ask you people to take side with them. Let's just grow up for once & be neutral. I did not stop my friends from being friends with people that i dont really like. (see, no hatred you know)

I'm tired of fighting. I ain't a fighter. Why can't we just forgive & forget & make the world be a better place to live in? Is it even worth our time & effort & energy to fight over silly things?

Again, if i were to say this, some peoplw will start to provoke me & start saying i was the one who started it first. Yea, its always been MY fault. Aku cume mangse keadaan.

I think its enough already lah. I just want to let it out. If you think i'm still at fault then up to you lah. As long my conscious is clear, im happy enough. I think so...

Xoxo
Scha Mohd Noor

2010-10-26T20:56:00.002+08:00

Boy oh boy.

am like having fever.

& this really bad bad cough.

its when you'll be coughing your lungs out.

& with the phlegms coming out.

eewww.

ok disguisting.

nothing much to say.

just hearing some shocking news here & there.

& oh, 29th is drawing nearer.

3 more bloody days left.

am so looking forward to Genting trip.

i just want to be somewhere far away again.

somewhere in foreign place.

where noone knows you.

its a wonderful feeling you know.

& am pretty sure it'll train me up to appreciate certain people.

& hoping some people will miss my absence.

im like cranky lately.

you cannot blame me.

im sick.

when im sick, i'll be cranky.

why?

because i'll feel uncomfortable with my situation.

& to make things worse,

nothing can make me feel better.

alright.

before my crankiness act up again.

i shall sign off.

Dear Boy,

I'm not sure if you're aware of my feelings towards you.

I thought you would.

If not, you would not act like you know.

You hold my hands whilst crossing the road.

Its already enough to make me feel like as if there's cockroaches in my tummy.

Oh God, please don't tell me I'm in love.

2010-10-24T17:11:00.007+08:00

Pardon me my readers.
I totally forgotten that i have a blog.
Pretty caught up with so many things.

As you all know, it was my brother's wedding last weekend.
Alhamdullilah everything went well.
Thanks to those who came down.
& those who personally informed me you cannot make it, its ok.
all least you've informed.

*done by me*

So now only left the 4 of us at home.
at times mum got emotional cos she's grown attached to his son.
oh well, it takes time lah.

other than that,
my life is as per normal.
Work, lepak, club.

infact i did went to usual place last wed.
despite being busy preparing bro's wedding.
it was rather last min plan.
& since alla & kin planned to club too.
tk pernah club ngn dorg kn.
so why not?

As for ystd,
had last min decision to go Zouk.
Onederlust.
wasnt my idea.
it was the babygirls plus annis said she nvr been there before.
so as a friend, am giving her moral support.
yea rightttt~
plus the Boy wanted to join to.
so there's no reason that i dont want to go.

Things werent pretty smooth initially between us bt after some time ok already.
saw *ahemahem* in there too.
i was like "shit...."
babygirls cant stop laughing at me.
thanks ah.

after party, we sat & crap.
bt i was rather cranky cause i wasnt feeling that well.
am having tonsils for goodness sake.
& the Boy really irritates me alot.
& wen i said alot, means ALOT.
totally pissed off.

went home, knocked out.
temperature keep on rising.
ni pon baru jgk bgn.
tsk tsk.

so i guess thats it ah?
meeting the Boy again ltr.
just warned him not to irritate me like how he did last night.
& im pretty pissed off with certain things.
like damn pissed off.
ugh~

till then.

2010-10-08T13:11:00.002+08:00

Went out to meet Bestie yesterday.
its been almost a week since i saw her.
can die you know.
tsk tsk.

teman-ed kak fie for dress hunting.
actually its more like me & lynn silly day.
hahahaha.

went for breakfast/lunch/dinner after that.
chill lala jap before going home.

ok today i really have to kemas rumah.
bro is getting married next week & rumah mcm kandang KHINZIR.
tsk tsk.
till then. (:

2010-10-05T21:43:00.002+08:00

Impromptu plan for Sentosa.
everything was bloody last min.
supposed to wake up by 9plus.
but my bed only released me at 10plus.
at the verge of Paitao-ing.

its been so long since aku jemurkn diri under sunlight.
& im freaking vain & didnt stay long under the sunlight.
but nevertheless, my skin now looks like babi panggang.

right now im freaking sleepy.
till then, nites.

2010-10-03T22:55:00.003+08:00

My long offdays officially ends tomorrow.
am sooo not looking forward to work.
5 days of enjoyment.
mmg tk cukop.
tsk tsk.

its ok.
look on the bright side.
i should be looking forward to bro's wedding.
which is in 2 weeks time.
then think abt Genting trip.
which is next month.
then think about ZOUKOUT.
which is in December.
*tarik rambot*
hope it works....
:P

till then.

2010-10-03T02:14:00.001+08:00

I've typed so many things already.
& da upload so many photos.
end up tkleh post.
idiot sia blogger.

like that tunggu aku free then aku post again uh.
baru nk smgt blogging.

2010-10-01T15:09:00.003+08:00

This is the reason why i DIE DIE want to go Zouk Out this year.
abg afrojack i ade.
*gelek pantat*

am having offdays till sunday.
will update alot of things wen im free.
i promise.
looooong loooong post ok?
now nk siap2 nk kluar.
tata!

2010-09-17T01:33:00.002+08:00

Finally raya outing is over.
Had a blast despite many are not able to turn up.
its ok.

Its time for me to sleep.
jap lagi keje.
bleeaagghhh~

i'm missing someone.
someone that i've not talked about.
fatty fatty.

isnt it nice to be around someone that makes you feel comfortable.
that dont mind you calling him names.
& called you names back.
& have silly arguments which will make u smile like kambing.

ok da cukop.
nites everyone.

2010-09-15T01:22:00.007+08:00

i'm like trying to save my dying blog here.
hahahaha.
i cant help it.
my mind tend to turn blank wenever i wanna update something.

so, my raya was okoklah.
wasnt as happening as previous years.
prolly cos nvr get duit raye anymore.
tsk tsk.

i was like freaking tired.
bt oklah, at least dpt beraye jgk kn?
let the pictures do the talking ok?

my 3rd niece. (:

family potrait. not a perfect one.
tsk tsk.

they looked alike, dont they?

i think this year Blue is the "in" colour.
i saw alot of ppl wearing blue this year.
infact my aunty pon same.
*jeng3*

as for 2nd day,
i wore Wanita Melayu Terakhir theme.
(^___^)

my mader fader.

i had last min open house on the 3rd day.
cause we'll be busy working.
& dono when we can invite ppl to come over.
i understand some cannot make it.
its oklah.
tk semestinye raye MUST come.

my ooooh-laa-laaa outfit.
bought it from Studiofrost.
& i really like it.

why?
cause it fits me perfectly.
& its FREE SIZE.
& the material is sooo comfortable.
& the colour is just Vavavoom~
bought it during the raya sale.
worth the money.
you ladies should buy oso.

anw i just wanna share some useful tips for you ladies.
well, as u know during raye most of us will definitely tenyeh our faces with makeups right?
just wanna emphasize something,
it is very important for you to clean it off before you head to bed.
like seriously.
its not advisable to sleep with your makeup on.

i used to do that in the past.
but after kene sound ngn kak wati,
i stop doing it.
infact, everytime aku balek keje,
i'll be doing the same 3 steps.
i have to admit it, imma lazy person.
but it takes alot of pain to look pretty u know.

so firstly,
i'll wipe my face with facial wipes.
& im using this brand Bello.
bought it from Watson.
ok ignore the name, sound so belo.
hahahaha!
but i dont just stop there.

after wiping my face off,
mmg lah nmpk mcm da tkde makeup.
but you're wrong.
there'll still be some stuck in between ur pores.
n if nvr clean it off, it'll clog ur pores & thats wen pimples will grow out of it.
so 2nd step,
i wiped it off with Mustika Ratu facial cleanser.
its handy for lazy freak like me.
just squeeze the cream on cotton pad,
n wipe off ur face.
n voila, you'll see those dirty things on ur cotton pad.
& u dont have to get ur face wet either.
senang kn?
& ur face feels cleaner.

after that, 3rd step,
apply toner on ur face.
its the last step for cleansing.
& it'll freshen up your face.

& last step,
apply moisturiser.
infact i apply moisturiser 2 times per day.
morning & night.
it is very important to keep your skin moisturised the whole time.

& voila im done.
it may look abit leceh.
but do it everyday, u'll get used to it.
& trust me,
your skin will get better.
infact now my pores looks smaller.
& Mustika Ratu really works.
its cheap yet its good.
u dont have to use expensive products at times i guess?

okok i talked too much.
nk tdo.
so ladies, do try those steps that ive shared.
i know i know i may not be a professional beauty consultant.
but im just sharing je.

till then.

2010-09-07T23:13:00.002+08:00

Lalalaaaaaa~
its been long time since i update.
my bad, im very lazy.

Well, diam tk diam,
raye is coming.
of cos im very excited about it. (^____^)v
& thank god i got 3 days off for raye.
wuhooooo~

How's life?
Life have been good i guess?
So far, im loving my job.
I have very understanding managers & supervisors,
i have kaki gerek colleagues.
my job is not that difficult.
what more can i ask for?
(^____^)v

ohoh,
i just found out,
i have alot of adult frens ah.
tsk tsk.
make me feel so adult.
ok stoppit.
& one funny thing,
ive found out that dila & i have known each other since young.
yea, she knows my bro & stuff.
her mum noes my mum.
& vice versa.
its kind of funny.
but cam gerek gitu noh.
hahaha.

oklah, i wanna sleep.
have not been feeling that well lately.
bad bad flu & fever.
i love my job i love my job i love my job.
self motivation.

till then.

2010-08-25T15:29:00.002+08:00

I'm back.
I dono what to update.
ok, prolly abt last weekend.
went to Cosmoprof to help kak erny out.
thats all i guess?

Been occupied with work.
Please oh please new staff.
please come in fast.
i can die of working 3 days straight.
i never like doing that either.
more working days, lesser off days. :(

i want to perm my hair.
badly.
who nk go teman me?

ok i should be getting ready to meet moimoi.
i miss my babygirls.
& alot of people.

2010-08-22T19:45:00.001+08:00

A penny for my thoughts. I used to have so many dreams. I wanted so many things. I always dream big. Biaselah, dunia.

But i nvr thought those dreams could come alive. I always thought it is impossible. You know, negative aura are everywhere. No matter how hard you try to push that feeling & thoughts, it'll slowly eat you up before you're aware abt it.

I used to think money can make me happy. Thats why i cant wait to start working right after i graduated. The thoughts of having 4digits pay rolling in every end of the month, for a young adult like me always excites me.

But i nvr feel satisfied with what i have. Each time i want more. The same old thoughts that leads me to my current life.

I have to admit that im quite lucky. Cos in less than 2 years after graduated, i managed to secure a stable job at the place that ive been longing to work at. My main reason to join Tourism was because ive always wanted to work here.

But God is always fair. We can't have our cakes & eat it right. I have to admit, i'm still not happy with my life. Why? Let me tell you why.

I no longer have alot of free time like how i used to have. I miss spending time with my family on weekends. I used to be very very close to them. Since i've started working here, there's no such thing as weekend for me. TGIF doesnt work on me either.

As mentioned, my time are very limited. Hence, my rships with my friends/family does jeopardised too. I have been backing out alot of outings with friends.

I know many think that i dont feel bad about it. They thought i'm just using work as an excuse for not going out with them. & i know many would say "yelah kluar ngn dorg boleh..." haiz...

I've been saying this many times, i have alot of friends to go out with. But time doesnt allow me to do so. I also need my rest. Try working 12hours shift for 2-3days straight & let's see what you got to say. Yea, tkde keje yg tk penat. Tau pon.

I feel offended by some ppl. Like seriously. They way they reacted after i declined to meet them. I have to admit, aku byk makan hati ngn ramai org. But like what my colleagues said, "let them be. They have never been in our shoes..."

Mmg betol what ppl say. Becareful what you wished for. I'm not complaining. I still love my job & of cos, i still love my friends & family. But wouldnt it be more wonderful if i have the time to spend with all of then. *see, i can nvr feel satisfied* biaselah, dunia. Either you're jobless but have alot of time. Or you're earning big bucks but no time.

Ok i think its because my mind is just too exhausted thats why im talking crap. Thanks for wasting your 8minutes on reading this post. Selamat berpuase.

Xoxo
Scha Mohd Noor

2010-08-12T23:43:00.001+08:00

I'm like freaking tired lately.
dono why either.
getting cranky very easily.
tsk tsk.
sesungguhnya aku sedang berpuasa...
anw to all the Muslims out there,
Selamat berpuasa. (:
jgn puase yok yok oteyyy.

2010-08-10T15:25:00.001+08:00

Suddenly got the inspiration to blog. But sadly, no pictures cos am using iPhone to blog.

Anyhoooos, Batam trip was a blast. I gained weight right after that. I guess almost all of us who went there gained weight. What to do, having leisure time mah.

Had my hair done. Yup, no more highlites. Just plain Mahogany+Ashburn. Had my nails done too. We had "sleepover party". Laughed out loud in the middle of the night. Had karaoke session, shopping spree & sleepover party again. Played prank on each other alot. Omg, they really behaved like a kid. Thats how much fun we had down there. I want to go on holiday with them agaaaain~

& i went to Msia again few days ago. To settle bro's wedding stuff. Oh my...... My worst nightmare coming nearer. Okok shh! Nnt ade org report2.

Oh oh, went out with Sushimatos ystd. Impromptu plan to watch fireworks. Laughed & kutok org alot. Hahahahaha. I think its me & wandy who make most noise. :P we were like thinking abt the name for the baby boy that is coming soon. & yea, aku siang2 da ckp nk pinjam baby for jln raye. Nnt duit commission aku bagi 50%. Lol!

Tmr marks the 1st day of Ramadhan. Am sooo looking forward to it. There's something abt Ramadhan that makes me feel at ease. Jiwa rase tenang gitu time puase. Mungkin itulah nikmatnye bulan Ramadhan. Aiseyyyyyy.

Okla dono wad to say. Till then~

Xoxo
Scha Mohd Noor

2010-08-08T21:46:00.004+08:00

On last thing before i go to bed.
Found this in Shafiqah's blog.
Ol'man, why not we burn you down instead? tsk tsk.

2010-08-08T21:05:00.002+08:00

I miss you.
Like terribly.
Only God knows how i feel when you left me.
I was so looking forward for your return.
But you disappoint me right after that.
I didnt know where i go wrong.
Still, i keep the special place in my heart empty.
So that you can fit in anytime when you're ready.
& now you're back.
Don't leave me high & dry again.

2010-08-05T22:30:00.003+08:00

there's so many things that i want.
i can never get enough of everything.
sometimes i dont even know what i want.

this may sound so corny but i cant stop thinking abt him.
i tried to get him out of my mind.
bt the harder i try to forget him.
the more i will tend to think abt him.

will be back with more updates.
gonna have another 3 more off days.
crazyyyyyy~

2010-08-02T13:12:00.001+08:00

Today is(still happening) one of those unexpected monday blues. Didnt have a good start in the morning. Alright alright im not complaining. Just grumblinh. (^____^)v

So what have ive done for the past few days? Well last friday i had a date with bestie. We had alot of things to catch up. I'm glad she's doing good. I just want the best for her. Yea i know shits happened between us. But i guess shits makes us understand each other more. Sedangkn lidah lagi boleh tergigit. Aiseyyyy.

Had a shopping spree also at the same time. After that i met kak neny for awhile. Again, things are back to normal between us. Malas lah nk gado2. Went to Stage & bought few stuff. They're having discount & prices are mad cheap.

After that, wen to Arab st to meet wafi dear. He's been complaining that im neglecting him. Had sheesha while we chill2. Mintak charcoal byk kali. Smpai naik binget org tu aku rase. Da mintak coal tkpe, leh mintak ice lagi. Hahaha! Went home after that.

The next day, have to meet alaa to settle some stuff. After that we head to town for impromptu shopping & karaokeing. Had fun with those two girls(with kin). Wafi joined halfway. After that wafi teman-ed me go mkn. & then we head home.

Its more like ITE reunion weekend for me. Why? Cos ive been meeting my ite mates for 3 days straight. As for ystd i met my long lost friend, Sue. Almost teared & idk why.

& im updating this blog cos i know she's been reading this. (:

As for today, just my luck i gotto work alone. & oh, my right toe is swollen & ade nanah. :'( to make things worst, i have to wear covered shoes. Its 12hours job, rmmbr people. Yes, tgh tahan nie. Aishah, stop complaining.

Oh oh, im sooo excited for tmr. Another getaway with colleagues. Not again right? Yelah sape nk pamper kn diri aku if nt for myself?

Right... So now i shall be a good girl & sit at the counter quietly while waiting for miracle to happen. How lovely! -,-"

Xoxo,
Scha Mohd Noor.

2010-07-31T13:47:00.003+08:00

its already end of July.
& i always love end-of-the-month period.
things are getting better.
wuhooooo~

How's work?
okok baby.
its just that i have been crapping alot with YX everytime we worked.
chemistry is there i guess?
HAHAHA.

How's personal life?
ahhhhh..
im doing good i guess?
friends are happy.
family? i dont give a fuck.

am meeting alla & kin ltr on.
nk settle some things.
ceh, sound so serious eh?
nolah, nk help alla exchange something from Victoria's Secret.
then after that no plan.
:((((((((

alright alright.
till then.
tata!

2010-07-24T23:40:00.002+08:00

July is coming to an end.
next up, Ramadhan. wuhooo~
i cant wait.

went out with family & moimoi.
gi geylang carik baju raye.
da leh raye ah mcm gini.
HAHAHA.

friday, last kopek ok korg?
Zouk.
Grrrrrrrrr~

alright, mate da ngantok.
nk tdo.
astalavistaaa~

2010-07-20T20:29:00.002+08:00

Ola.
I is the happy today.
I got so much things to say.
But i guess i shall just keep this to myself.

I got a bad dream last night.
Real bad dream.
Push that aside, im a good daughter this two days.
been staying at home & did some chores.
yelah, tgh broke mah.

Pay, please roll in fast.
i is the rimas lah dudok kt rumah.
smakin sempot seh.
i miss staying out late at night,
doing stupid things with friends.

Its been a week since im sick.
no sign of getting well anytime soon.
tsk tsk.
im not complaining.
(^___^)v

I is the rindu my kawan2.
be it my 4As,
my Sushimatos,
my Sumbabats,
my Babyganyuts,
etc etc etc.

ok dalah.
till then,
xoxo Scha Biers.

2010-07-20T01:12:00.008+08:00

Last Monday i met up with Pekk.
just a short shopping meeting.
wad can i say, she's my best shopping partner.
HAHAHA!

We lepak-ed till late.
just the both of us.
shared alot of things.
yea, more to catching up session.
one day is never enough rite pekk?
& yea, RWS no roller blading ok?

Last Saturday, Mami got married.
alhamdullilah.
it was like a mini gathering for the rest of us.
since i missed the company dinner.
huhuhu.

the food was splendid.
like really,
shimah & i had 2 servings.
yea, it was damn good.

this is my supervisor.
my cute supervisor.
who can ajak rompaks.

really enjoyed myself.
& enjoyed teasing my mami syg.
she's the middle one.
cute ayye?
mcm anaknye, Nurul.
hehehe.

alright alright.
work have been ok for me.
life? oklah, no problem.
dont want to look for one either.
Love, dont want to think about it.
(:

ohoh,
this matsalleh at my workplace.
so the GRRRRRR~
ask kiddie, she knows him too.
huakhuakhuak.
i didnt know many were eyeing on him.
count myself lucky that he'll say HI to me everyday w/o fail.
i smell JEALOUSY already. *flicks hair*
alright back to reality.

till then, tata.

2010-07-15T12:04:00.020+08:00

Ok ok i shall not bore you with my short post.
i swear this gonna be a loooooooooooooooooooooooooong post.
finally i decided to blog abt my recent activities.
bt too bad, i cant really rmmbr wad happened a month ago.
doesnt really matter.

well, few weeks back,
bestie & i decide to hit the beach.
the weather was beautiful initially.
bt it started to play tricks with us.

idk since when i started to eat vegetables.
hahaha.
oh well, it was nice anyway.
so ya, we kept telling ourselves that it was just a passing clouds.
trying to make ourselves feel better i guess.
but it doesnt really work.
end up, we packed up, washed up & head to rws.
yea, again.

after bringing Lynn around,
we head back to Vivo,
had our proper meal & yea, last min decide to watch Eclipse.
call me crazy, i dont care.
in fact i bought Breaking Dawn book.
so obsessed.

then last tuesday, we're supposed to have PTF Reunion.
but somehow alot of them backed out.
& they tot i would back out too cause i was sooooo senyap.
huakhuakhuak.
mane leh mcm gitu knknkn.

we were quite planless actually.
bt the only thing for sure, we're freaking hungry.
huakhuakhuak.
so we decided to buy movie tix then head to mkn.

we ate alot ok.
org tgk kitrg semcm je.
hahaha.
lapar lah, ape nk buat. :P

after rounds & rounds of eating & laughing & gossiping.
we head to the movie theatre.
wad movie we're watching?
ECLIPSE!
YESSSSSS!
im sooo obsessed.
watch skali tk cukop mak oi.

after the movie, we chilled at Esplanade & talk2.
lots of laughter.
thanks people for making my day.

after that we got separated.
but the Aishah & Aisyah doesnt want to go home.
so we head to Mustafa for late night shopping.
G.I.L.A. :D

a week ago, i was supposed to go KL rite?
so yea, it was freaking happening.
compared to our first trip.

this time round we decide to take plane instead of bus.
nk feeling2 in the air.
huhuhu.

kida was sick, forever sickening.
hahahahaha.
first stop, we head to Masjid India to waste our time since we can only check in at 2pm.
so we mkn down there.
& did some Hari Raya shopping.
madness, we almost bought alot of things.
we have to remind ourselves that this is just the beginning.
LOL!

then we head to our hotel: Tune Hotel.
oklah not bad lah the room.

we rest & unpack our stuff.
sempat tdo ok.
super damn ngantok
been sleeping alot seh kt kl.
tsk tsk.

abt 4plus, we siap2 then head to Petaling St.
ape lagi, SHOPPING TIMEEEEEE~

after spending alot of moolahs down there,
we decide to head back.
initially our plan is to cut down on taking cabs.
but i was just toooooo tired.
so i pujok kida take cab.
hehehe.
thus, that explains the cheeky look at the top pic.
hehehe.

we had our dinner then rest for awhile again before siap2 to go Euphoria.
oh oh, kite sempat tdo ok.
PIGGIESSSSSSSS~

it was okoklah.
cannot compare to Zirca. *flicks hair*
the crowd ade mcm sial.
soooo fucking crowded.
& aku kene kejar by nigga ok.
scary i tell you.

if you guys were to be updated with my fb,
kida claimed that i have bf kt msia.
-_____________-"
yea rightttttttt~
jgn smpai aku bukak crite tu lagi ok?
HAHAHAHA!

we went back abt 4 plus.
thanks to my msia bf.
hahahaha.
we continue lepak while kida decide to end her day.
& stop calling me miang ok?
hahaha.

woke up 9plus in the morning,
just to have our breakfast.
sumpah, we eat for the sake of eating.
hahaha.

after that simple breakfast, we head back to our room & SLEEEEEEP.
PIGGIESSS AHHHH WE GIRLS.
hahahaha.

abt 2plus we woke up.
siap2 then kluar.
first thing came into my mind: FOOD!
so we head to town & search for food.
along the way, we did sooo many stupid things.
nvm, tknk malukn diri sendiri kt sini.
hehehe.

we settle down on Kenny Rogers.
it works like shit siaaaaa.
grrrrrrr~

then we continue shopping.
shopped till we dropped.
then head back to hotel.

we unpack & pack our stuff.
like madness i swear.
with small bags bt alot of things to be kept.
HAHAHA!

after packing, we wanted to sleep bt too early to turn in.
so we went to cyber cafe & played com.
then head back to room, rotting.
i didnt really sleep well & idk why.
wanted to go out bt end up tertdo.
ok lame.

woke up in the morning,
siap2 then we checked out.
had breakfast then head back to LCCT.

rot for few hours then its time to go back.
awwwwwww.
really not looking forward lor.

will be planning for next trip soon.
prolly somewhere further?
hmmmm.

after i came back from KL,
i fall sick.
like seriously sick.
bad bad cough & flu.
& now, i got tummy flu.
bad bad timing.

am planning for more outings.
prolly PJ Party?
pretty pleaseeeeee.
cause ive been eyeing on VS's lingeries.
grrrrrrr~

okok am supposed to meet amoi like, now?
bt aku maseh lom mandi.
BAYEEEEEEKKK~

till then.
Pelok cium sepak terajang,
Scha Biers.

2010-07-07T18:47:00.002+08:00

I'm going to fly off in few hours time.
i'm freaking excited.
but guess what?
i've yet to pack my bag.
& i bet Kida have yet to pack hers.
sedangkn duit pon lom tukar.
tsk tsk.

my line have been suspended again.
cant be bothered.
i need to get away from people.
nk mogok ngn org.
hahaha.

till then.
i will miss some people.
esp, my cik abg.
byebye love.

Pelok cium sepak terajang.

2010-07-03T23:13:00.001+08:00

Not every girl wants to be in a relationship.
Some just want good company,
a guy to vibe with,
converse with, & laugh with.
Not in a rush.
Start off simple,
and let the rest find itself.
Having someone to talk to and feeling comfortable around them is quite beautiful,
and it’s a good feeling.

I hope you get what i mean, E.D (:

2010-07-03T22:22:00.005+08:00

i took mc today.
i really cannot tahan lah.
but the bloody doctor was fucking rude.
in the end, didnt get mc.
_|_ oh well.

ms red just arrived.
yea, times like this.
no wonder i was bloody moody lately.
& ive been craving alot of chocolates.
no gooood.

ive chose the dress am wearing for next week.
totally cant wait.
alright, maintain the excitement.

tomorrow im working.
oklah atleast its Sunday.
can read my Breaking Dawn <3
tapi yg penting, my parents are sending me to work as usual.
*ok tkde link seriously*

till then.
Pelok cium sepak terajang.

2010-07-03T00:10:00.002+08:00

Ola.
I'm back.
I dono why but i just have to upload pic in my blog.
it looks kinda dull without picture right?

so yea, my life is nothing but work.
& believe it or not, i've been cutting down on clubbing too.
why? panjang crite nye.
cut short, someone gave a big impact in my life.
i'm glad that it happen.
BFF. <3

anyhoos.
i really got nothing new to update.
like seriously.
i think im gonna be dead soon.
i think je.
ok crap.

oh oh,
i've watched Eclipse with bestie just now.
it was AWESOME ok?
tsk, c'mon.
im a big fan of Twilight.
so its not suprising if im going gaga over Eclipse.
& frankly & definitely,
better than New Moon.
gaaaaahhhhh~
i love the scene where Jacob kissed Bella.
ohmaigaaawwdddddddd.
ok i should really stop talking abt it.
i was too fanatic till i bought Breaking Dawn.

i think im falling sick.
my legs are aching.
my back is aching too.
noooo, i dwan to fall sick again.
nnt gi holiday demam lagi.
tsk tsk.

seriously, i got nothing else to say.
nk edit blogskin lah.
tata everyone.

2010-06-27T20:49:00.000+08:00

I have 2 more hours to go before i can call it a day. Tired? No words can describe. Ni tulang da mcm nk repot.

I tried to upload photos bt still cannot. Mcm siak lah. Haizzzzz.

Payday oh payday. You make me go crazy over you. At times i cant wait for you to arrive, at times i just wish you would be delayed. With your presence or with your absence, both ways still make me stress. Mcm mane nk ade bf kalau asyik stress psl gaji. :P

I want to go library tmr. Nk borrow books. I break record you noe. Few days ago i borrowed a book n now im gonna finish reading it. Smpai nk nangis2 ok time bace. Touching gitu.

8th July please come soooooon. Another short getaway. :DD

Oh ya, i met fahmi just now & i can say im quite impressed with him. 19years old, already driving a car. Not bad. That makes me think abt those old times. Hahaha! I miss Anak2 Kampong. Ok shaddap.

& oh, mum was trying to be a joker. We were having breakfast together & suddenly she said she wan to introduce me to someone. Hampir2 tercekik aku. Tros ilang appetite to eat. Oh my gucci, aku ni tk laku sgt ke? Tau lah aku lately asyik berkepit ngn abg gayboy ku. Tsk! Asl you gay? Kalau tk i leh intro u kt mama seh. Ok that is soo lame cha.

Alright, i dono wad else to say. Till then.

Pelok cium, sepak terajang.

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2010-06-21T13:54:00.000+08:00

Gaaahh~ so many things happened lately. & all i could say, aku hanya mangsa keadaan.

Firstly, i switched my phone to silent mode. Hence im not aware of any incoming calls or msges. End up, i got the blame. -,- fine, my fault.

2ndly, the shop opened late today & somehow a free visitor wants to shop. She was sarcastic to me when she asked abt the opening hours of the shops. Like hello, dgr2 aku tukang bukak shutters dorg pe.

3rdly, someone was taking advantage of my kindness. Aku plak on the other hand kes dont bother. End up dpt tau she's supposed to leave at the same timing as me. Cilake. But oklah, i enjoy the last 3 hours of working alone. But still... Forget it. Now, aku dipersalahkn jgk. Why? Cause tk inform superior abt this matter. Fine, my fault again. Haiz...

At least i have wonderful friends that gave me motivation to work. Firstly, abg totek. Gaaah! So cute mcm nk gigit2 die. Super random lah die today. 2ndly, kida. She likes to give me a suprise visit. Shooo sweet. Aaawww.

Okok, i must look on the brighter side of life. Its only Monday people. Just the starting of the week. Be positive!

Pelok cium sepak terajang,
Scha.

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2010-06-18T20:39:00.001+08:00

Thank God its friday. I'm still stuck at work. My voice sounds weird since last week. Been coughing & coughing too. Mum said i did nt have enough sleep. Maybe kot?

Had lunch with Faz just now. Had a quick catch up. Next time we go mkn again ok? Biaselah da jadi kakak2 opis nie. Hehehe.

Going to meet yann later. Lepaks session. Woot wooot~ ok seriously im bored n i cant stop coughing. Da tk lame lah nie.... :D

Pelok cium sepak terajang,
Scha.

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2010-06-17T14:10:00.001+08:00

I'm both happy & sad for my friends. Some are either happily attached or dating. While some are having crisis in their rship.

What about me? Well, still the same old me. After the major breakup, my heart was totally shut. I do met wonderful guys but prolly i aint that wonderful enough thats why things doesnt go anywhere. Jerk, look what you've done. Tsk3.

At times i feel contented being like this. But at times i cant help myself but to envy those lovebirds. Keep on asking myself, when will it be my turn.

Some are too controlling for me, some are too weird for me. Some are too emo for me. When i thought ive met the right one, he turned out to be a gay. Damn, you would surely feel me.

Prolly its not the right time yet for me to be in rship. I dont have the time for it either i guess. I hardly have time for myself, let alone time for rship.

Ya3.... One moment i'll say like this but just wait & see, i'll be whining abt me not having date & bla3....

Ok 5mins is up. Thanks for reading. Time to go back to work. Abg totek is working morning so i gotto balek sorg2. Tmr he said he can go back with me. Weeeee~

Till then.

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2010-06-16T03:06:00.002+08:00

Pardon if my previous post sounds so childish.
At the verge of giving up everything.
Work just making me more cranky.

I spend the whole day doing nothing productive.
Oh except the part where I opened up my own b'ness.
You can check it out at my FB Album.
cheap cheap smue nye.
dont ask for discount ok? hehehe.

Sometimes i feel like im being selfish.
why?
oh nvm.
im lazy to elaborate more.

i miss you. i want to talk to you.
i know you need time to be alone.
grrrr!~

ok gg to bed now.
LEK LUUUUUU~

thanks to Ema Gembo-gemb. lol.

2010-06-15T00:01:00.001+08:00

Omg its almost midnite & im still on my way back home. I've been giving my attention more to work compare to myself.

Im losing my voice. Im losing my interest in so many things. I dont have all the leisure time compare to the past. I'm trying my best to spend time with people. In fact im being selfish to myself. I always put ppl's welfare first before mine. Yet, i dont feel appreciated.

Korg nk mogok2, go ahead. I gave up. You think this waiting game is fun to play with, well fuck you. I have other better things to do.

I'm working more than 12hrs every shift. & my offdays are not regular. Certain days i have to work for few days straight. No, im not complaining. Im just want to remind you people again. & if you think working 12hrs is not tiring, well give it a try then.

Its ok, i gave up. You people want to meet me, then you jolly well find me. & i might not be able to promise that i can make it. Advance apologies. You people want to talk to me, then jolly well call me. Dont have to put that kind of status. I dont even know wha the fuck i did in the first place. Org ckp, tkmo jual mahal, nnt rugi.

Thats all i want to say. I need my short getaway soon. Kida, kau tkmo last min paitao eh.

Till then.

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2010-06-12T00:58:00.000+08:00

I cant seem to close my eyes. Gotto work for another 3days straight. Gaaahhh!

Im not complaining. In fact i feel grateful. At this age, ive already had a stable permanent job at the place that ive always wanted to work at. Its nt easy esp when im the youngest in the company. People tend to under estimate me. Biaselah, dunia.

I do have plans for my future. I dont want to be stuck at the same position forever. I'm planning to upgrade myself. Insya-allah i can make it. Received alot of positive feedbacks saying i should go for it. I'm still young. I still got long way to go. I cant be partying & lepak-ing all the time. I want to be the different one among my crowd. I want people to have good impression on me.

Ok enough of kate2 smgt. I shud really go to sleep nw. Im gonna have long day tmr. & for another 2 days. Gaah! Nites Earthlings. -Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

2010-06-10T20:06:00.000+08:00

Why ah cannot upload photo via iphone to blog? Irrits you know.

Am at work, rotting. Kida da balek. Tsk! Am veryvery tired. My face looks sooooo tired. Tk lame lagi da mcm bulldog. Ok crap.

I need my beauty sleep. I need my rest. I need to save up. Been partying everyweek. Money kluar like tap water. Pastu nk mkn, duit udah kerings. Asyik mei yo chian. Tsk3...

He's coming back tonight. Jeng jeng jenggggggg~ 3weeks have passed. Wuhoooo. Ive made it! Aint easy baby. But for you i will ah. Mcm paham. :D

I dono wad else to say. Im tired of living. Haha! Sometimes i wonder where i gt the strength from. Working full 12hrs shift for 2-3days straight. N still got the energy to party. Waduh maot ah ni kakak. -,-"

Alrighttt. I think i shud stop typing. Im talking crap only.

*Smooches*

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2010-06-06T14:30:00.001+08:00

4 days more to go before you're back. I wonder where we'll be heading after this.

So many things have happened lately. I almost wanted to give up but there's something inside me is telling me not to.

Lets just hope for the best. If it is really meant to be, just rock my world baby. <3

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2010-06-04T14:48:00.001+08:00

Life has improved on me. Always wanted to update but i tend to be blank after looking at my blog. Looooool. Dasar pemalas.

I'll try to motivate myself to update ok? Ok golek.

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2010-05-26T22:36:00.002+08:00

today marks one week you've been gone.
I'm trying to stay strong.
Its hard baby, nobody said its gonna be easy.
I'll try to stay strong, I know i can.
Though deep inside i feel like giving up.

friends have been keeping me company truout the whole week.
trying to distract me from missing him.
thanks people.
i love you all.

its also been a week ive been confined at home.
its kind of torturing but i know i just gotto abide it.
& by the end of the week,
i swear im gonna get my ass on the dancefloor.

babygirls must be having fun tonight.
well, lets be a good girl & stay at home aiites?
prolly gonna have a cup of icy cold milo.
yummy!

ok till then.
tata(:

2010-05-24T23:47:00.002+08:00

Happy 20th birthday FAZLINDA ANAK JALIL!
May Allah bless you & may you're happy with your love ones.
i love you(:

2010-05-24T22:39:00.010+08:00

Another week have passed.
One more week & we'll be in the middle of the year already.
Time fly pass so fast.

last week was another crazy week.
had last min meet up with bestie to get stuff for Annis babygirl.
well as you know,
i cant live without the babygirls.
Amoi decides to join.
after that we both wen karaoke while bestie went back since she gotto work.

the session was crazy one.
as always.
sang till we cannot sing.
after that we're planless.
& thanks to Amiewww.
we're off to party.
YES, blooooody last min.

i was pretty wasted.
ok i lied, i was DAMN wasted.
thanks Lan for taking care of us.
& thanks Pekk for the crazy night.
HAHAHA!

on 15th May.
we had another meet up.
it was Annis 19th bday.
we planned to give her a suprise.
waited for them for bloody 1hr plus ALONE.
yes, pathetic.
UGGH!
ok kidding.

Despite her not liking suprises,
she's still touched by the suprise that came from us.
its pretty simple but i hope she likes it.
thats all we could afford(:

we've been tru thick & thin together since the day we get to know each other.
we've always party together.
lepak together.
karaoke together.
cried together.
fight together.
i really love them.
I thank God for everything i have now.

they changed me alot i must say.
im pretty much more confident now.
much much more happier.
despite having more complicated problems.
i know, no point brooding over the SAME thing again & again.
its time to wake up & move on.
if you know its not gonna work, lets just face the fact.

On a special request from Annis.
we went party again.
i was having a fever on that night.
bt i was the hyperactive one.
till they plan to get me drunked again.
tsk3. bad friends.
HAHAHA!

the night was pretty awesome.
wasnt wasted.
just a lil' tipsy & horny.
missing someone too much.
hugging someone else wouldnt make me feel better either.

since that night,
my fever was extreme.
& i discovered that am having pox.
damnnn~

ppl tot i was kidding wen i said i was sick.
FUCK, it was 38.9 degrees celcius.
i was given 10days of MC.
that shows how i serious i was.
& another proof that i was serious,
i did not attend Ferry Corsten last sat.
yea, another big show that i missed.
fcuk, dont rub the salt into my pox.
i know, the night was great.
-______-"

the pox is getting better now.
alhamdullilah.
may it go away by saturday.
i want to meet my sushimatos.

oh yeaaaaa.
many have been asking about us.
nah, we're not an item.
yet official ones.
we're still trying to get to know each other better.
other than that, he's one of the special ones. (:

& i really missed him.
dearly.
i feel like dying.
like seriously.
the feeling of missing someone soooo badly is really killing me.
i cant wait for him to come back, safely.

on the other hand.
im feeling doubtful.
idk, just unsure.
ugh~ forget it.

till here(:

2010-05-21T13:13:00.001+08:00

I'm having chickie pox. Booohoooo~ no wonder my fever was fcuking high since ystd.

I is the sadded. Ive used my money that ive saved just for tmr's event. No Ferry Corsten for me tmr. Boooohoooooo~

I want my babygirls. :'( i want Love to tell me everything's gonna be alright.

I got 10days of mc. Will be rotting n rotting till i cannot rot. I must get well soon before he comes back. Dwan to freak him out with these rashes.

I want to sleep bt i cant. Ugghhh! My whole body is aching. Ok stop being sucha crying baby can cha?

Sedare said he wanna visit me. I want them to visit me! Come on ppl, im sick. Come n visit me can?? No restrictions on visiting hours. (^____^)v ok crap.

Alrite, shall do the chickie dance till the pox go away. Haha, that is soooooo funny siak cha. -,- fuck, i better stop now before i start crapping again.

Xoxo, Scha.

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2010-05-20T14:56:00.001+08:00

Ive not been updating again. Im too busy to even touch my computer.

Nevertheless, my new job was awesome i guess? Working at rws should be someting that i must be proud of. Esp with that kind of uniform kn. Huakhuakhuak.

Been clubbing alot again lately. It started all over again. With my hommies & couple of drinks that is enough to make me tipsy & forget my pain & some good songs, my nights are perfect.

Love have gone to Thailand. & i really miss him. Im not the sort that is used to be far away frm my love ones. Its only been 2 days n im already having high fever. I still have abt 20 days more to go. Its true wad ppl say, u'll start to appreciate someone when he/she is gone.

My frens knew im feeling dwn lately. Thats why they've been cheering me up. Im really glad to have met them. We've been tru thick & thin together. Its only been a few months bt we felt like we know each other for centuries. I really love my ppl.

Ok im hungry & someone havent reply my msg yet. Budak kental nie. Tsk! Will be back again. Tata!

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2010-05-10T18:39:00.015+08:00

halooooooo(:
finally managed to SQUEEEEZE some time.
yea, i really meant it.

so i owe u guys an update on KL trip rite?
the trip was ok.
it was fun actually.
yearrrp.
despite me having bad bad flu & fever.
it went all well.
we did wat we wanted to.
wooot wooot~

we departed in the morning.
the bus trip was fun actually.
for the first time i enjoyed a bus ride.

we reached KL safely.
first stop, we check into our hotel.
then we go carik mkn.
perjalanan ke sane,
alot of things happened.
i almost want to give up & pack my bag & go home ok.
bt demi Steve Aoki, i stayed.
hence, i picked a fight with the A & W staff.
sorry ah, wa peh esai terbawak bawak ah.

after eating, we go shoppppping!
still, we dont have the mood.
im having flu & yes, we just cant wait to see Steve Aoki.
kentals kn.

the weather was kinda scorching in the first place bt it rained in the afternoon.
sadded tau.
after sometime, we decide to just walk.
play in the rain kater kn.

bla3, my flu got worst.
so we decide to head back & rest.
cause we need energy for the night.

bathed, rest. & off we go!

reached there kinda early.
we dranked, smoked n chilled.
make some friends down there.

Steve was the sex man.
the night was happening.
& boy, a guy really reminds me of someone back in Spore.
HAHAHA!

club ends early down there.
we head back straight.
i just cannot take it.
flu getting worst.

reached back hotel,
changed & straight away tdo.
cannot tahan lah siak.

woke up,
siap2 pack2 tros check out.
we had our proper meal & did some shopping.
& alot of flirting i guess?
abg handsome. awww.
HAHAHA!

we reached Spore safely oso.
alhamdullilah everything went on well.
i had bad fever all the way till now.
hahaha!

in between the days,
i did meet up with friends.
we go lepak at teh tarik.
mcm biase.
other than tat, i dnt rmmbr wad happened.

then last fri,
had dinner with bro's exes.
at Manhattan Fish Market.
everyone tried to skip their lunch.
just for the sake of the dinner.
LOL.

we korek alot of rahsia-s.
kekek here & there.
& oh thanks for the pressie.
me likey it very the muchy. (:

after the dinner,
met up with ema love & aan atlas.
yea, head to Zouk.
again, Steve Aoki.
this time round aku turon demi members.
sumpah ok.
fucking last min plan.

see that eyebag?
yea, was fucking sleepy cause i woke up early on tat day.

we lepak here & there.
mabok & sebok.
sedare sedare here & there.
then head to Zouk back.

sad thing, tix sold out so the rest tkleh masok.
only me ema aan & haikel je can go in.
eventually left the 3 of us.
duer ekor lovebirds da berasmaradana.
thank god got so many "lauk-pauk" down there.
wooot wooot~

Like wad ppl said,
Blessing in disguise.
somehow i did not regret coming down there that night.
wuhooooooo~

went home with Mr Burberry.
yea, i did not went home with ema.
just wanna try something different.
*kening naik2*

then he waited for me at home while aku siap2 nk go work.
yea, i straight went to work on that morning.
keje gile.
kt keje da mcm zombie.

went home, tk enough rest.
cause mr Heartbreaker decides to look for me.
random yes i know.

& today went to have dinner with parents.
did some groceries shopping.

& nw im at home getting ready to sleep.
tmr will be working.
oh gawd please gimme some life.

oh oh,
idk whats wrong with my life.
i guess Cupid ter-over shoot arrows at me.
now, i tend to get more attention.
hp cant stop buzzing.
im not that bad afterall ah eh?

but ini smue membuatku sungguh pusing.
ingin memilih yg mana yaaaa?
Mr Burberry is always stucked in my mind.
but Mr F has been the one who made me smile.
whatever it is, i dont want to make a wrong choice again.

okok i wanna sleep.
till then. (:

2010-05-06T06:07:00.002+08:00

olaola.

why am i still awake at this hour?

oh well, working lah wad else kn.

while ppl sedap2 tdo, aku kene bersekang mate.

LOL.

ive yet to update abt my KL trip.

i wanted to, its just that i dont have time.

i bet i wont be updating it wen i get home.

lately parents have been keeping track on my whereabout.

its kinda irritating.

c'mon, im 19 already.

ok, still not an adult yet.

but calling me every now & then while im lepak-ing with my frens is really2 getting on my nerve.

now im not allowed to stay out too late.

BOOO on me! :'(

ok i just sound like a small kid.

all i could do now is to abide my parents' rule.

prolly i'll give them a week or two.

lepas tu, back to square one i guess?

its not that i cant stay at home.

i'll tend to get rimas by sitting at home.

kalau tk main com, mkn.

kalau tk mkn, tgk tv.

kalau tk tgk tv, tdo.

prangai pig kn?

cannot u know, ltr i stress.

then kena depression, how?

ok enough of the crap.

all i need right now is my bed & my bantal busuk.

1 hr 15mins more to go.

so i guess you've wasted roughly abt 4mins reading this tkde-motive post of mine.

(^____^)v

thanksyous for your time, tata!

2010-05-04T11:12:00.001+08:00

I'm like freaking sick. It got worst as day passed by. Ugh!

Bt nevertheless KL was awesome. Its kind if fun & scary when its just the 2 of us out there in foreign country. We came back in one piece, dont worry & definitely, the plastic bags in many pieces.

But still, my fever wont go off. I want to go out. I want to meet my babyboys & babygirls. I want to lepak tonight. Thanks to fever, i gotto give Zirca/Rebel a misd last wed. Thank God i was strong enough to go MOS last sat despite having blocked nose. Steve Aoki beb Steve Aoki. How can i give it a miss.

Right.... I gotto on my com & upload the pics n vids & do a proper update here.

Ohoh, i just got this silly feeling when you start to ________. The feeling is just weird. To think abt it, i was thinking abt u the whole night & at the same time you _________. Well, its already proven, my heart has open. Not gonna stuck on a jerk forever.

Okok enough crap. Gonna get up frm my bed. Tata!

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