Its Monday people.
& thank god its my offday.
wont get any Monday Blues today.
huhuhu.
so what shall i talk abt today.
well recently, i hang out with someone.
a guy to be more precised.
nah, noone special.
just a new friend.
& he asked me this question that noone have asked me lately.
he asked, what kind of guy that im looking for.
interesting aye.
that got me thinking...
so what kind of guy that im looking for?
you see, the reason why am still single is not because i tak laku.
CEH! isi bakul angkat sendiri nmpk.
hahahaha!
well, its because im kinda fussy abt finding my other half.
nolah, nt that fussy till i want the 5Cs in him.
Im looking for someone that i can relate to.
in anything.
from interest to point of view to anything under the sun.
if you're not aware, i enjoy talking.
i do love talking.
bt if that topic doesnt sound interesting,
it'll be a major turnoff for me.
i dont need a smartass guy.
i just want someone that is intellectually smart.
who knows what to say next.
i hate guys who were like,
Hi, da mkn? Mkn ape? then they'll go zzZZzzz.
MAJOR TURNOFF.
& i dont like guys who enjoy talking abt themselves.
kau pikir ape? telemarketing pe?
& please, i dont like oversensitive guys.
ckp sikit nk mrajok.
ckp kasar sikit, ckp "asl ngn u nie?? sikit2 nk marah."
wth......?
thats point no.1
the next one is,
i would love to be with guys who are financially stable.
you dont need to be rich man son lah. *but if can oso can, bonus point*
hahahaha!
nahh, as long as he has a stable job, who knows how to find income,
who doesnt kacau my $$$, that'll be sweet.
im not stingy lah. once in awhile i blanje him & he blanje me would be nice.
then next, he must be pleasant looking.
dont need to be hotstuff.
not really interested in hotstuff.
i have weird taste you know.
skinny man, cute image.
aaggghhh~
& yea, i dont need my man to be too gentlemen.
Badass guys, why not?
i dont like mat2 yg too baik lah.
later like no thrill to rship.
& please, doesnt mean badass means prangai like setan.
prolly someone who is neutral.
who have both good & bad points.
c'mon, nobody's perfect right?
so i guess thats all that i could think of for the list of CIRI-CIRI JEJAKA IDAMANKU.
i'll add on if i have more.
few days back, i had this convo with my gf.
talking abt ppl from my past.
& why i decide to lead my own way.
well, i do miss our time spent together in the past.
but thinking back abt what you've done & what you've caused, i guess its the best we stayed this way. i dont like it when ppl said aku ni berterima kasih. im thankfu & greatful with what she have done to me all these time. but ppl dono what happened between us. only the both of us knows it the best. Ive regard her like my own sister. she taught me alot of things abt life. but that was when i was still naive. i have not seen the outside world yet. thats the reason why i always looked up on her. but as i grew older, i became more skeptical abt her.
there are some things that i couldnt let go of. i gave her so much trust yet she ruined it. & instead of admitting her mistake, she pushed the blame to others. i dont know that admitting one's mistake is so hard, especially when it involves someone that mean alot to you. i just want her to say sorry, it was her fault. but till now, she did not say that. haiz.. disappointment.
she breached my trust alot of times. but i care abt our rship more than anything thats why i get over it. bt over time, when shits happens, she pushed the blame to me. i was at the lowest point of life, & i need support from my closes one. but yet, she took the chance to bring me d0wn. throwing me out of the group, its ok. but saying that i have no commitment & stuff, thats too much. & not giving me an opportunity to explain myself, that was great. & i just hate the part where they said "bbual ngn matair bleh, bbual ngn kite tkleh.." haiz..... they dont get it. all these while, they're the one who have BGR, not me. it was only that point of time i got myself a bf. & i was having a hard time with my personal life & he was there for me. how could you guys say that abt me, when all these while they're doing the same thing & i didnt say anything. Unfair, aye?
but i thank God that things happened that way. i grew stronger since that day. if that incident didnt happen, i dont think i will grow up. since that, we're like strangers. i did not regret leaving the group & leaving her. its true what people said. Happiness is the best revenge cause nothing drives people crazy than seeing their enemy leading a good life.
after a year of separation, she did came back. but i was smart enough not to fall for her words again. till now, i dont care if she wanna say bad stuff abt me cause i know im better than that. seeing her life right now, am grateful that am so over it.
i think i talked too much.
oklah i shall stop talking ok.
gonna catch my Little Nyonya.
till then. (: