I'm seriously bored. I must do something to keep myself occupied.

Things have been like a roller-coaster ride lately. Pretty harsh things happened one after another. Thank Allah that i'm strong enough to get over it & i thank Him for giving me supportive friends.

Whatever that happened between us, I never wanna bear any grudges. I kept myself away from certain people to avoid further misunderstanding. I stop myself from saying anything that can provoke anyone. Simple to say, i kept myself cool from all those shits.

But every human being have their patience. & i must say that somehow, its really getting out of hand. I know i should just continue ignoring them but i dont understand why they must keep on provoking me.

Its good enough i kept my mouth shut. Its very unfair for me. You assumed things before listening from my side. You only listened to their side, but way before you could listen to my story, you already made assumptions that i'm creating stories. Like wtf? How can you be so sure about what i'm gonna say? Yes, ignorance is a bliss, but in this situation, its hard not to ignore.

I'm not asking you people to take side with me. Neither do i ask you people to take side with them. Let's just grow up for once & be neutral. I did not stop my friends from being friends with people that i dont really like. (see, no hatred you know)

I'm tired of fighting. I ain't a fighter. Why can't we just forgive & forget & make the world be a better place to live in? Is it even worth our time & effort & energy to fight over silly things?

Again, if i were to say this, some peoplw will start to provoke me & start saying i was the one who started it first. Yea, its always been MY fault. Aku cume mangse keadaan.

I think its enough already lah. I just want to let it out. If you think i'm still at fault then up to you lah. As long my conscious is clear, im happy enough. I think so...


Xoxo
Scha Mohd Noor